There are days that no matter what I say or do it is called wrong and I am called “stupid” and today was no exception. Every time I opened my mouth the words were wrong or it was someone else talking. It is times like this when I feel that I am slipping away and becoming an almost “Steadford wife” and loosing my own identity. The person in question calls me “Stupid” because he doesn’t hear me and says “If only you had stated that you did it earlier I would not get upset” even though I HAD said it and he HADN’T paid attention to what I was saying! I think he does it so he CAN call me stupid and try to make me into something I am not.